It's Crunch Time!
Although I have the more important things picked and paid for- ceremony, reception, flowers, dresses. There is still alot that I have to plan for and buy. Seems like money doesnt come easily enough. We are already behind on this month's bills, I dont know where the extra money for the wedding is going to come from. PJ says that God wants us married, so He will make it happen, and provide for us. Wish my faith was as strong as his. I am still very worried and stressed out that Im not going to make things happen :(
I need to buy and send out the invitations in the next couple weeks, and even that is pushing it. It should have been done like... last week. Still need to pay off dress & stuff from David's Bridal, pick out shoes and accessories. I still have to deal with getting PJ's attire. We have to go to 125 Bridal in July for his. But Im more worried about his Groom's men. Since the economy is so shitty I just said the boys can wear black slacks, white dress shirt, and a purple tie. But hopefully the men will have enough common sense to go out shopping together to still get those small pieces to match one another, lol. PJ ofcourse will have the whole shaband. And my bridesmaid James will probably wear a little more purple to match the girls.
Then- I have to gather up decorations. I am having a Candy Table which I already have like 10 glass vases/dishes for. I'll get the candy the week of the wedding, which I want all purples, whites, blacks, and pink candies. I still need to get fabric for the drapery that I want hanging from ceilings or walls. Ahhhhh... I cant even go on anymore about what I need, there is just so much and I honestly, dont know how it is going to happen. I really dont want to wait till the last minute and have it all happen at once, Id like to get this stuff taken care of so I dont have much to worry about.
Luckily, in less than 3 months I will be Mrs Merrill and forever be with the love of my life. Divorce is not an option. So he better not fuck anything up!!!!!!!!! Just kidding, he is pretty amazing now a days. He is lucky. Anyways- I just needed to blab on a little bit. Now have to wait for plumber to come fix my water heater, and then I am off to work for the night. Toodles....
You'll be fine, write everything down so you don't stress about forgetting it. PJ is very right, God will provide. He has done it several times in my life. Congrats.
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