I weighed in yesterday, my 4 week marker, and am down another 3 1/2 lbs. That is 11 lbs in the last 4 weeks. I am so proud of myself and almost in shock.
Every night before bed I just imagine what my life will be like 100 lbs lighter. What will PJ think of me? If he will love me even more? Be more attracted to me? I know that his love for me is unconditional (and that is why I am marrying him) We both started out 60 lbs lighter, 8 years ago. We both have gained a substantial amount of weight. But what will our life be like when I am wearing cute, sexy, little clothes prancing around the house lol?
My biggest reason for losing all this weight, sadly, is not my health. Because I may always struggle with my health just because I have Cystic Fibrosis. My biggest motivation is shopping. I love to shop. And I have the best fashion sense & just cannot put it fully to use because not everything I want comes in a size 20-22. And if it does, it is not the same. I hate only being limited to 5 out of 100 stores in the area. It sucks. And its embaressing. And when PJ goes out shopping with me, I feel embaressed for him that he has to follow me to Plus-Size. That is not hott, sorry.
Needless to say- I have been on the right track. And I just pray that this little spark in me wont blow out and I will continue on this weightloss journey. And maybe a year from now I will be 100 lbs lighter.
Hey girl...I think in a year from now..YOU WILL REACH YOUR GOAL! You are motivated...and thats important..I will follow along with you! :)
ReplyDeleteI have lost around 30 pounds but I still have along way to go as well :)
Yay 11 pounds is good!!! I was averaging the same each month so u r doing it right!!! Just keep doing it and it gets alot easier and almost like 2nd nature. Message me if u ever wanna talk and p.s. i frigine love the second shoe also outta ur shoes up there! lol
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