Babys-R-Us with Anela

75 % off Clearance items today! Makes for a great, cheap, shopping trip to pick out colorful summer clothes for Anela, my cousin's baby, who actually calls me "auntie." I love spending time with her, she is so little and precious, with such a huge personality! She is so carefree and just flows with whatever is going on. Her mom is the nicest person you'd ever meet, wait, nice or naive? So nice that she is naive! (No offense Adele - youre just too sweet.... and gullable) Anyways.

PJ must of known what going "baby shopping" would do to me. Cause he called me first thing this morning (its my day off and he's working overtime) and said "good morning love, don't let today bring you down." Whenever I spend time with children or do anything that involves B-A-B-Y in it.... I just think about the baby that we lost and what it would be like if we never did, and I just gloom around begging God to impregnate me for a few days.

I'm starting to really consider fertility options and am extremely curious of what our insurance would cover. Or if there are any "natural" ways to help get pregnant? Like, a special diet, or if any of those ovulating trackers really work?? I think while I have a few days off ( 5 days vacation to be exact ) that I will do some online research.... I'm going to be thirty next year.... I need to get pregnant. Not just because of age, but because I want this with every fiber of my being!!!!! <3 <3 <3

So... that was a bit off track... back on track. Baby's-R-Us today was holding a special sale. Walk in, get one of their reusable shopping bags from the courtesy desk and whatever you can fit in there from clearance, is an extra 30% off, which totals 75% off. It was Anela's special day - me, momma, and her nana picked her out some ADORABLE outfits. Ofcourse, mine were most colorful because I am just freaky and weird like that, but everything she got is absolutely gorgeous. Here are some pics.

And some pictures of Anela

from my Wedding last summer.

And some pictures of Anela

this summer - she's too cute!

And this concludes my shopping trip for the day, with Anela Jane Kerwood.