It is summer time. The tree tops are swaying outside my new living room window and the sun is peaking through the clouds as I write this. Alot has changed since my last entry. I am now a married woman, as our 10 month anniversary is creeping up in just a few weeks. We also moved off of Hampton Beach back to our home town in Massachusetts - Haverhill. A mere 20 minute ride on the high way and yet so much feels different. I am closer to my mom and my best girl friends. The streets are busier and the nights are louder out side the window. My dogs bark at every single sound in the hallways, as we are now in a one bedroom apartment building. Our little community does come with a pool, which I have not had the pleasure to go lay out or swim at, because I have been sick for the past three weeks. Currently I am sitting in a tight black tank top and some black booty shorts on my couch drinking an 8 oz glass of Go-Lytely which tastes like salt water. And I'm supposed to drink 1 pint every 20 minutes until 4 liters is gone if I can bare it. Thus, I will be in the bathroom non stop as every fiber in my intestines is washed away. My cystic fibrosis has non chalantly caught up with me causing a stool obstruction in my upper and lower intestines. I have no shame in saying these distugusting, embaressing, things. This is the life I was born into and these are the struggles and sicknesses I face every once in awhile. Accept me for who I am, or don't accept me at all.
I feel as though I have been missing some creativity in my life. Although I would love to start making my own hair or jewelry accessories, or other small crafts. The just over minimum wage job I have does not permit me to have extra monies to do so. So I will start blogging again. I hope to find something interesting to share with you all. Maybe my best friend James and I will start to critique food, or shop on a budget and show you what you can find at a thrift shop? I haven't decided yet. Needless to say, you will be seeing more of me!!!
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